Dawa's Journey with Literature

 I am trying to be the best and want to make everyone love me. But I got nothing to prove that I am not the worst. I tried and tried till my body is out of control. but, still what I hear is demotivation. I am now giving up but something approach me. It says never give up till your heart stops. What you should do is just a single smile. And you will see the  great paradise of this life. Now I barely got the hint and I wont give up now. I am going to show what is inside my veins. And for what I was waiting for this whole life. Someone is motivating  me never to give up. I am thanking the ones who motivated me to this stage.                                           THANK YOU!   

 I loved someone and she loved another guy I was left by her and ruined me alone I was just thinking that she would love me again Waiting and waiting it never ends I was a very bad guy those times So, she left me all alone in a cold night On the spot where we usually meet But, who knew  I would't feel lonely  After,  when I was shuned by the girl A car drove in from the school gate Yeah I was staring the car A gentle man came out With the great look and I was thinking Who could be the boy And why did he came here After few days he came in our class He interduce him self to us  I didn't give any damn at him because  I was broken from inside Days passed and one day came to me asking my name I introduced myself to him Time passed and we became so closed I heard he was very poor in football I started teaching him the skills I knew He learned the skills fast and he thanked me But, who  knew his uncle would get transfer  Ohh! I forget to mention, he cam...

 I could have told  you before about my love With a feeling of  inside that kills me  It tells me to say you these words again and again My face shows no feeling  But my soul can't live without you It repeats in my dream of your soft face with the great smile Every minute i remember your beautiful face But i don't have kind a power to tell you And i will, one day that's what's going in mind  I don't trust anyone now

I should have told her about my feelings Now  its too late for me  For me to tell her about my feelings It comes again and again in my mind Why didn't i tell you about my feelings That's what is going in my mind Tears are coming out but i am still fighting Fighting myself with my regrets I saw her going with my friend now Happy face like the moon But i just smile infront of her with wound inside me 

 I am the one you don't know But i know everything about you When i give you an inch don't try to take a yard Just listen to my words so that you go forward You can be the star girl listen to my words You will become a sad one without me So don't try to think bad about me I will always make you cry  if you try to break me So just don't break my heart or  i will kill your happy feeling If you treat me good i am your god  But if you treat me bad then i am your worst nightmare " don't make my heart" break

I have a dream that's all i mean I make mistake and mistake make me strong They are here to see if i succeed  I would never forgive those who hold me down I will never give up till i succeed in my life I will study and be the best not the worst And i will kill my struggles in my life -that's my dream